"Hey, please, come wake me up."

fuck you. fuck it. fuck everything.

I would like some one to love.
I would like that some one to love me as well. 

I am moving back. I am excited for this. A little scared because I don’t know how things will be with my family and friends. Hopefully just back to normal. Who knows. Either way, it will be interesting to see what happens. And hopefully something happens with you. <3

this is going to be my rant blog for the month… something.

I don’t understand why people say one thing and do another. I just met you and I understand that you have a life. I just wish you would have called to say, Hey… today doesn’t work for me, maybe some other time.

I feel like shit and I am angry and sad and just sick and tired of everything today. I need some time to just be away from people that are talking to me besides those I call… because if I just get away for a little bit I can gain some perspective and calm down.

I want to disappear.

: / 

I haven’t been on here lately. I put up a queue on my other blog because I knew I would be away all week. I don’t have access to internet at the place I am staying.

Lately I have been thinking a lot about moving back to Michigan. I do enjoy being here, but my friends and family are all back home. The two things holding me back are the job market differences and my Dad. Life is getting more confusing. I don’t know. I will figure something out soon. I just wanted people to know I am still alive and loving the things you post.

Have you ever woken up one day or finished something and just thought, wow. I’m alive. I can do anything I want to. I could drop this place and just drive somewhere. Start new. I’m enjoying my life right now. I am excited for the future and just for the right now. I have plans, but nothing that can’t be changed. I’m just going with things and seeing what happens and I am just… happy. This has been a long time coming.

I miss not caring about anything but what was on TGIF and the Disney channel.

I walked by the store today and it smelled like summer. I can’t wait for it to be warm. 

Sometimes you annoy me so much that I want to scream.